Sue
Sat,11 Jun 2011
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I walked down my path one day and suddenly decided right ‘I’m going to dig up all those bushes’ It took me 9 hours and boy was it hard work but once I started it I was determined that I was going to complete the task. (I can be stubborn devil sometimes).
Over the years I have looked at myself and not liked certain traits/qualities of my personality. I would fight my demons, wishing I was like other people. But what I came to realize over time was that these traits/qualities of my personality were in fact god sent. These qualities had got me through many difficult situations in fact they were not weakness but my strengths.
I can only speak from a personal experience, but little by little I am beginning to realize that I am in control of my own destiny. I am the world’s biggest worrier, but the one thing I can be sure of, apart from the love of my family, is that my guides, the ascended masters and a whole network of spiritual beings are there to support me. I would often worry how I would pay for this and that as I don’t have two pennies to rub together, now I try and stay in the moment. It’s not easy but the more and more I practice this, the easier it becomes. I am beginning to trust and believe (like a slow dripping tap) that when I asked my spiritual family to support, guide and provide for me this is exactly what they are doing. I am very fortunate as some people can live a whole lifetime and never realize this.
There is nothing I can’t achieve if I really want it. However, what I really want, when it comes down to it – do I really want it? I entered a competition to win a house. The house was my dream house - it was beautiful. I could imagine myself living in the house and where I would place my personal belongings. Then I found out the house was miles away, suddenly the house was not so appealing I would have to give up my job, move away from my partner, I would be letting people down, but most of all my family would no longer be around me. All these thoughts went out into the ethos, so it was no surprise that I did not win it. But what made me smile was that the person who did win it was homeless.
My family think I’m a bit mad believing in spirit and laugh at me when I say ‘I’ll ask my friends upstairs’ When my mother informed me that someone else had won the competition she said “I thought you asked your friends upstairs, they weren’t listening” I smiled at her and said “they listen to everybody’s prayers mum, I am fortunate, I have a house, I have a roof over my head, the person who won it was homeless so who deserved it more them or me”? “They were listening and doesn’t it make you happy that the house was won by the right person.”
Just because you want something doesn’t mean you will get it, maybe you will receive far more if you don’t receive it – maybe that’s the bigger lesson.
I will leave you with that thought. Take care until next time x
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